SeeKer'S faD

wahaha!

2006-08-08T06:32:00.000-07:00

nako. tagal tagal na rin pala. neion lang ulet ako gagawa ng entry. pucha! gaaraabeeh! nakakatawa. haha. haha. haha.

GUYS. lam nio bah "ALYSSA" nah koh neion! dein nah "jah"
haha. adek. college nah.

wah. anhirap. tapos meron pang 2 guys nah sobrang epal ang dating saken. azar. WTF?!

piliiiiiiit.. honestly. i don't feel like doin' this thang. i betta go bago pah coh tuluyang magkalat.

Good NiGht. 2mo nah lang. tamaaaaaaaaad.

blah-blah

2006-07-04T07:38:00.000-07:00

okay. i'm here nah naman para magkalat. gaaasssh! haha. kagagaling ko lang sa VEGA(5th floor) coz der's dis freshies night thingy.. and as all u knoE im a party animal. well. party goer. sounds better. so nagpuntah kami dun ng girl friend koh. guys! im not lesbi. okay? im selling common sense. haha. dis is another mess.OMG! tumugtog ang SIDE A! and they definitely laaab dah crowd. oh well. wut can i say? nakakawindang ang YUPIELBI freshies. haha. know wut?! i was shouting kanina. FuCK. can't finish this entry coz im messin' up with my FUCKING BOIFRIEND. i have to go. i'l juz continue dis entry maybe 2mo. hell! wish me luck! dis is a serious matter.

gawwd....

2006-06-29T05:35:00.000-07:00

ack. im so exhausted and wasted! stupid. ='( college life. oh gawwd! i hate coÑos. potah. they suck! i just hate them tho they'r not doin' nithin... tsk tsk. arg! hate 'em! i dunno knoe huway. okai. so much for that idiotic argness. bagsak ako sa first quiz sa zoo 1! kumustah naman un?! wah! nakakaloka. wut dah fuck?! im so disappointed. naaawa nah koh sa sarili koh. huhuhu. peo sabi ni kuia joko and ate mai "okai lang un".. bumagsak din daw si ate mai sa first quiz nia dati. and know wut she did?! she went to dah church and prayed. Gosh! does dis mean i hav to be sort of a religious blah-blah. i don't think so. anditoh koh sa area 51 ngeon kc hindi ako pinayagang dalhin ung computer koh. keia anditoh q sa computer shop. ah ang gulooo ng entry nah toh. kc magulo utak ko ngaun. mei class pah koh 2mo. bot lab potahhh. at math 11(love it?). fuck. tama ung prof koh sa PE.have to dos and want to dos. hays ulet. 2mo uuwi nah coh ng bundok. haha. namiz coh ung bruhita kong kapatid. ahh. lamnio bah?! meron nah kameng african lovebirds sa bahay. yak! laging magkasama. kire din palah ang mga ibon. nyak! non-sense. im just talking shit here. ahh. dein naman siguro obvious. db? last tuesday nagpuntah kami ni camz sa elbi square., where bar addicts probably go. okai. wut we did? c camz wala lang. cnamahan lang ako. akoh? i just drank a bottle of san mig. hmm. la lang. trip lang. mei sense pah bah sinasabi koh? guys. wut cha think?! oh cia cge. maxadoh nah kong nagkakalat. i better go and sleep. madz! babuu!

updating

2006-06-18T05:42:00.000-07:00

[updating]

em here nah sa elbi.. uhmmm... xe start nah ng classes namen on tuesday.. mejo malungkot xeh la si mama ditoh and si popc.. taz pati ung bruhita kong kapatid...peo masaya xempre.. haha.. hmm.. kakatamad.. nah.. alis na koh... =p

DAMII CUTIES DITOH!

[updated]

HAPEE BETDEI SIIS!

2006-06-05T00:27:00.000-07:00

MS. SHARI-ANN HARRIET CABUHAT

HAPEE BETDEI! mUahUgz! YABYU!

weLcoMe JUNE!

2006-06-04T23:43:00.001-07:00

wOohOo! June nah palah.. suMmer iS oVerrrr...! haaai.. peo bitiiin. bitiiin. bitiiin. gustoh koh pang magpahila'hilata deetoh sa haus.. haha.. classes will start on June 20..aww..nakakatamad but pretty excited coz im gonna open a new chapter of my life. ahihi :) meet new friends.. learn new stuffs and all that! hOohOo! heart it!..

bai dah wei! em kindah beecee last week.. nagenroll xeh aq.. den my "UDA" passed away :'( uda is dah mother of my grandfather...she's already 94 y/o..Lagi kaming nagpupuntah sa San Pablo.. saturrday nilibing si Uda.. :'( all my cousins and relatives were there.. ~sadness~

Bye Bye Uda.. may u rest in peace.. we LOve you sO mUch.. and we'll never forget you.. =(

WELCOME JUNE!

weLcoMe JUNE!

2006-06-04T23:43:00.000-07:00

2006-05-25T23:42:00.000-07:00

..yesterdei was one of dah emo deis of mah life.. i told mah boifriend about mah fling..*stupidity* haha.. i told him kaseh ayoko nah makipaglokohan.. gusto ko maging honest at loyal nah sa kania... we've been together for seven months.. it's definitely hard to have a boifriend nah guapo? mei itsura? cute? ma-appeal? hahah.. he cheated on me before den ngeon nman ako ang gumawa ng ganun sa kania.. cguro two weeks lang kameh ni charles.. peo i can't fool him(ian) palah.. so i decided to leave charles(fling).. and magfocus sa relationship namen ng mahal koOoh.. :)
he asked me thru text kung mei fling ako.. den cnbi koh ung totoo.. nagalit cia as expected.. nung hapon nah ..dumating ung bestfriend koh ditoh sa haus.. i told her to call ian for me.. wen she called him up.. ang sumagot daw babae tas tulog daw xi ian.. sabi ni beshie muka daw ndi talaga tulog xi ian.. so i txted him and asked kung nasan xa.. he replied "ung charles nah lang tawagan moh" ..hmm.. kainis! ako na mismo tumawag sa haus nila den xa ang nkasagot.. *usap usap usap* sinabi q sa kania nah magkita kame.. aun..nung gabi.. nagkita kameh.. nagpunta kameh kina nikka.. dun kameh nagusap.. habang nagkakantahan ung mga kabarkada q.. senias ng senias saken c camzie! hahah..

i apologized to him for wut i did.. i knw it's wrong but i still did it.. i asked him kung galit xa.. dUh?! xempre oO! arG! ^stupid Jah^ ..blah-lah-lah-lah.. he asked for cool off.. i was sO shOcked dat i can't speak.. i just stayed quiet *teary eyed* ~he touched my ChiN~ asked me if i'm okei.. hoLy Shit! of coUrse i'm not! i realli love him and i can't bear losin' him.. :(
basta cnabi koh nah lang nah.. "cge cool off tau kung un ang gs2 moh" .. den he ran away wit his mountain bike.. he left me standin' der like a little girl who's so helpless.. lumapit nah lang akoh sa mga kabarkada koh and started to cry.. *tears fell down* i texted him dat i realli realli love him.. i told myself "pag cia hindi bumalik ditoh.. wala nah talaga kameng pag-asa.."

nakoO! kelangan kong umiyak para maawa sia saken! haha!

camille: mag-emote kah..!
ef: mag-isip kah ng mga malulungkot nah bagay! haha!
nikka: para kang sira! haha.. baliw kah talagah!
jem and maan: *tawa! tawa!*

while talking to my kadas.. mei bumatok saken.. pUccHhaa! cno un?!!?! un palah xaa.. hahah..

jah: oh ano?
ian: ano ka rin?
jah: *started explaining.. talking.. yet no one's listening! hahah!* hindi ka naman nakikinig eh!
ian: nakikinig ako!
jah: hindi kah naman naniniwala!
ian: *dedma*

*usap usap usap usap*

ian: halika! mei sasabihin ako seo..
*..lapit naman c jah..*

ian: (hugging me)

"i Love you.. for dah last time.. break nah tau.."

>>> bigLang alis! <<<

aus! hahah! saya di ba?! those were dah lines from him i certainly can't accept! and made my heart broken into pieces..i wanna break down and cry! hoLy hell! bakiiiiiiit?!!! waaah!!! *questions started runnin'my mind* so lumapit ulit aq sa kadas koh.. etoh! garaabe! pag-iyak koh! parang gusto kong magwala! my kada's trying to comfort me..(thanks mgah siiss) den un nagtext sia na mag-ingat daw aq sa pag-uwi.. mahal na mahal nia daw ako kea lang ndi nia matanggap na naloko xa! haaay,... fair nah kame!

*dramahan sa text*

hanggang sa bawiin nia ung cnabi nia.. and pumayag xa nah hindi nah lang kame magbreak at ausin nah ang aming relasion.. natuwa ako xempre! iM sOo gLad! at naisip nia nah isa akong malaking kawalan sa buhay nia! haha.. but i still hav doubts.. xeh bka kea xa pumayag nah makipag-recon xeh plan niang gumanti.. sinabi ko sa kania lahat.. den un ngeon okie nah kameh ng mahal koOooh! :p hahah...

*wipee! happy ending!*

*break up kuno

2006-05-25T21:06:00.000-07:00

HoMaigawwd!

2006-05-23T19:13:00.000-07:00

whew! dunno how to start this entry!.. i'm sOoOo happiiieee! as in! no one can describe wut i'm feelin' at tis moment.. dah reason y i'm happiieee :) .. i passed it! makakapasok nah coh nG UPLB ng 1st sem! hahahah! yea yea yea... heard it ryt!

my rankinshh:

3rd --> xa interview
2nd --> xa UPG
1st -->over all! huwaaaw! hindi nilakad toh! *tandaan mo yan! lam nio nah kung cno xaa! taena! kala moh kung cno kah! asa kah! damn u! flirtie slut! punong puno kah ng kayabangan! feeling mo maganda kah! ahem! ahem! mei itsura kah naman! hahaha! shitness! :)

eniwei! hahah.. toh nah! hahah.. can't help my self to type "hahah".. sobrang saia coh kxeh.. haha! now i can breathe.. whew!

pagmei nagtanong saken kung san nah koh magccolej! lam koh nah isasagot koh at cgurado nah koh! haha.. "UPLB poh.." hahaha.. xeh dati pagtinatanong akoh.. laging.." di ko pa poh lam eh.. kung hindi poh uplb..uste poh" hahaha!...

gantoh kxeh un...

i was trying to make my own layout kanina..(peo dahil tamad ako..hindi ko nagawa) when i got a message from my beloved POPc..

here's his message:

Pare congrats, pasok na si jaja. magreport daw sa 29, dalhin na ang credentials at film at result ng xray. sa 30-31 ang sched ng enrolment.

***obviously.. it's a forwarded message from his kumpare.. haha!
as i was reading his message.. i really can't believe it..~mixemo~ huhu.. haha.. hehe.. i was sOo shocked! speechless! ~trying to pull down my tears~ hahah! kiddin~ after all dah heeraps and pawises...i finally got it! wOohOo!... evrything was worth it.. all dah sacrifices.. gaaraabe! i'm soOo bLessed! thank God talagah...

by tha way.. i spread the gOod news! hahah...

i texted my friends and let them know how happy i am.. here are some of their replies..

paulo: weEpEe!!... <=- so hapi fo u…Ü
vilee: OMG. Congratz siis! Yey!
betha: tlga? pasok kah na? frnd im so hapi 4 u!
shari: waah sis!Ü dats gudÜ mwah. CongratsÜ thank God tlgaÜ
franco: uy, jah, congratz! sa may29 knb mageenrol? tama b ako? congratz ulit!..Ü

..unG iba dein nagreply.. hahah.. peo oki lang... i know masaya naman keio for me! yabyu friendly friends! mUAhz!

tinext koh din mama and popc coh.. etoh:

waaah! Yey! Thank God! whew! ;) popc and mama thanks for evrithing.. Ü il study hard;) muah! Yabyu! :*

reply ni mama:
ok! Loveu2!

***ndi nagreply c popc eh.. hahah.. dedma! bkah nagddrive xa.. :)

pati c tita grace nah laging anjan beside me eh binalitaan koh din.. hahah.. she's my asistant.. joke! hehe.. i remember pinanghiram pa nia koh ng ballpen dun sa babae..hehe.. naiwanan ko kxeh ung ballpen koh sa hi-lander eh nahihiya akoh manghiram.. hahah.. baet talagah ni tita!

etoh reply nia:
Sabi ko syo eh, just stay as u are.. im proud of u,

...har har... dami talagah nagmamahal sakin :) di pah yan lahat.. hahah! :p

an saya saya koh talaga! thanks sa lahat! yabyu all! mUahz!!!

Shari... mabAsa mOh man or DehiNs.. basahiN moh tOh!

2006-05-21T21:59:00.000-07:00

hay nako! i red mah siis's entry about her "ex-bOifRiend".. uhmm.. i know lil things about their relationship..but i'm not dat usisera para mang-usisa kung ano na news sa kanila ni JEM.. i just let her tell me things i hav to know.. because we'r BESTFRIENDS and i'm her ka-ungas..
i've been thru lotsa LOve experiences.. and i know how she feels *dot-dot-dot- i never expected nah mangyayari iun kei shari.. kc muka namang okei clah.. tas iun nabanggit nia nga saken dat dey broke up.. :(
sha and i haven't talked seriously about it xeh malayo bahay namen sa isa't isa tas ala na clah fone... at saka ayoko na rin siyang kausapin regarding JEM.. xeh tapos nah un.. malulungkot nah naman xa.. i don't wanna cee her cry bcoz of a guy..kea mas okei nah alisin sia sa usapan at kalimutan!

to mah besChum/beSfriend/tropah/ka-ungas/siis...shari..

i'm always here for you.. okei lang un.. isa lang yan sa mga pagdadaanan moh.. dami pah! kea maghanda-handa kah nah.. haha! :p etoh serioso nah.. sis,okei lang talaga yan.. dami pah guys.. di lang xa ang lalaki sa mundo at saka anditoh naman kaming friendly friends moh.. iwan ka man ng lahat kameh anditoh pa rin.. hinding hindi kah namen iiwan! tandaan moh yan.. cguro he's not dah ryt guy for u tlgah.. enjoy Life.. wak kah nah iiyak! batok kah sakin! hala! cgeh! hahaha.. stay happy! live life to the fullest!.. maglaro kah munah ... ahihihi... :)

we Love u sHari! mUah!

hmmm....

2006-05-21T17:55:00.000-07:00

pUutah! boredomnessssiiieee's attacking meeee!!!.... *help!* haaay...

ano bang nangyari???

saturrrdei:
monthsalotsari! uhmm... secretoooh...

sunnireinidei:
..kain..tulog..nood tv..lang akoh.. :p

mondidundiedei:
...soundtrip..nettrip..*adik,adik*

sakit,.. sakit... sakit...

2006-05-10T02:02:00.000-07:00

waah! natamaan akoh! huhuhu... kasalukuyan akong nilalagnat.. ahihihi... sakit sakit ng ulo q... pero masaya ako kc napatunayan ko na HINDI AKOH BALIW!!!! hahaha!!!.. behLat! :p ... pero bakit kea ako nilalagnat?.. uhmmm... ayun sa masusing pagsusuri dahil ito sa sobrang kabang inabot koh kahapon ng interviewhin aq sa UP(UtOt PAaraLan) hahha..! pero aaminin kong naging masaya din ang interview..dahil kasama ko naman ang mahal qng guardian nah c POPC(ama coh).. ang nakakatawa.. during my interview..pag tipong mamamali ako sa sagot q .. abay! sinisipa ako sa paa ng popc q! hahha... after interview kumain kame sa palaisdaan sa bay.. hehhe... tsalaaap! tsalaaap! hmmm... tas ung special halo-halo nila puro yeLo! poOtah sana umorder na lang ako ng yelo! hahahah... tawa! tawa! tawa! mamatay kah sa katatawah! kung nakakatawa! bleh :p

babOosh! bka maabutan pa kong nagcocomputer e sabihin pah ng mama ko naglalagnat-lagnatan lang akoh.. hehehe... :)

an diLim!

2006-05-06T00:35:00.000-07:00

arggg! bwisit! im making an entry abOut a stupid beeyach tas biglang magbbrownout for 3 seconds! shitness!.. hayOoooOOop nah FLECO yan! LagOt kah sAken! wAaaaaCCchhhaaaa!!!! hmF!!!! tinamad nah tulOi akoh! waaaahihihi~!.. next time nah lang! hmft taLagah!

...F R I E N D S ?

2006-05-02T06:00:00.000-07:00

shit! dumaleh nah naman akoh! waaaah! ayoko ng gantoh... :'( teka! magdadrama lang ako ng konti ditoh.. :)

i treasure my friends sOoo mUchhhhh... as in! kahit magmukah akong tangah..kahit aq taya..waah! kahit anoh!.. okei lang,,anything for my friends.. peo parang kulang pah rin.. argg!.. cguro im expecting too much from dem.. hmmm... hindi naman akoh masamang friend.. pagmei trip cla..trip koh nah din.. ewan coh bah!?! cguro lam nila nah hindi aq mawawala sa tabi nila kea clah ganun..

wut if... magdisappear nah lang ako bigla sa buhay nio..??? maging masaya kea keo???..

i never ever tell anyone about these dramatic shitsss... kea ditoh koh nah lang idadaan..
wen it comes to my friends.. im always on the go.. cge! go lang ng go!..
i never turn my back on them.. cguro minsan mei nasasabi akoh nah parang ayaw nila.. (ayaw nio bah? hehe..) xeh minsan prangka ako...
uhmm... no matter wut.. thru thick 'n thin.. ups and downs of life... andito koh.. to tell you honezlee.. mas sweet akoh sa friends koh kesa sa family coh.. huhuhu... ayokong mafeel nila nah balewala clah saken..kc HINDI TALAGA!

SOBWANG IMPORTANTE NIO!

if they nid someone to back them up..waaah!!!

ANDITOH AKOH!!!..

pagmei umaaway sa kanilah...

ANDITOH COH!!
pUcHha!!! RESBAK lang katapat nila!
+++ di ba mga tol?! di koh naman keo pinapabayaan,db??? +++

ung mgah siis coh... i call u guys "siis" xeh sobwang close teio!.. nako! kung alam nio lang kung ganoh koh keio ka-mahal!.. taena!.. mattOuch kau! hehehe...

waah!! ndi naman ako epal sa lagay na toh o kea papansin dibah?! hahah!

sa lahat ng FRIENDS..KA-TROPA..CHUMs..SiiS..KA-UNGAS..atbp..

I'M NOT TALKING SHIT HERE! SERIOSO AKOH! :) pizawt!

...CeliNe... urL moh?? :)

2006-05-02T04:11:00.000-07:00

wahaha!.. celine! celine! celine on dah tagboard! soree dear but i forgot ur url.. huhuhu!.. :'( can't link you.. aguy-aguy-aguy!.. xenxah nah poh bobeetsss lang.. hahaha... :)

2006-04-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

TANGINA! i'm Lost again!...kelan bah coh matututo?! i feel so helpless..
im onLi s-i-x-t-e-e-n.. i don't wanna take evrithin' seriousli.. stil a kid by heart.. kelan kea akoh magiging masaia sa LABLAYP coh?.. hmmmm.. maybe u'r wonderin' kung bakit aq nagkakagantoh.. awkei..! let me tell yah how stupid i am...

got mah boifriend IAn back to mah miserable life... em a chat adik and alam nio un.. i hav lotSsaa chatmatesss...one day...i met a guy who's sooooOoo mabait and evrithin'.. he loves me sOo much.. no doubt becoz he did EVRITHIN' for me.. *whOo! love dah word EVRITHIN'! hahah..* ---> he made me realize all the stupid things mah boifriend did to me.. and made me think how stupid i was.. uhmm... mei point sia.. mah boifriend cheated on me.. i was blindfolded..i kept my eyes closed..i was so blind that i don't even care for myself.. CharLes(mah chatmate,mah boiplen) explained to me evrithin'..i don't deserve to be hurt..blah-blah.. he's right!.. so i broke up with mah boifriend ian.. i don't wanna hav a comitment munah sanah.. kea lang.. mahal talagah akoh ni charles.. and sabi nia bigian koh daw sia ng isang chance just to show his love for me.. gagawin nia daw lahat.. hihintayin nia daw nah mahalin koh sia.. oHh God! nid help.. i entered this mess.. i gave him a chance but i still love my exbf.. i told charles about it.. ok lang daw kahit sia pah lang ung nagmamahal.. aww! dat's so unfair.. peo un ang gusto nia kc matututunan koh din daw sia mahalin..and kakalimutan q nah ung ex coh.. haayy... i'm soOo confused.. nid someone to comfort kea lang anlalaio ng friends coh :'( ...selfish q! puCcHhaa! anoh bah dapat coh gaweennn???...

FRIENDLY FRIENDS.. BACK UP PLEASE!

newbies + disasters = bLog

2006-04-25T21:39:00.000-07:00

new layie fwom bLogskins.com
CoLor me Crazy baby---natripan q yellow, white,black... and ayLabet!

new bgmusic fwom iwebtunes.com
PUMP it! ---- knoE huay?! la lang trip lang!

updated profile

aww ... thanksHooo...

last mondei we had an overnyt swimming! gawwd! it's a disaster! grabeh! imagine peeps!... nagpuntah kameh palm resort sa Pagsanjan e hindi palah 24hrs un..so lipat kameh... natripan naman namen sa Montreal sa Pila sugod naman kameh dun.. hahaha! adventure itoh! pagdating namen dun.. sarado ceelah! xe nagddrain daw ng water sa pool! pOotah! asar!... nagsuggest ung trayk driver ng ibang resort.. unfortunately, sarado din... shitness!!! peo masaia pah rin!..ahihihi... last stop: Slide 'n Dive in Victoria.. sa wakas! haha.. SWIMMING nah!.. ala nah kameh salapi dahil sa pamasahe..haha.. sooo pinilit namen c kuya bantay na 250 nah lang ung tig-350 na cottage! hahaha... soriii KUREEEPsss kameh...lols.. pumayag naman si kuya! yey! kain munah dinner..la kameh water! heheh.. den swiming nah.. woOhOo!!!!!!! kwentuhan-tawanan-iyakan-tawanan-lokohan-asaran hahah! ansaia talagah pagkameh magkakasama!... wOohOo! wayts! nagvideoke pah ngah palah kameh! ahihi.. kapaLmoks! Ganian kameh magttropah!

[di nah natuto]
--La atah kameh matinong overnyt! hahahanesssss!!!!

daan... daan....

2006-04-11T00:53:00.000-07:00

next time nah coh gagawa ng matinong entry! sobwang damee koh wentoh! wahaha!!! for now.. itoh munah xeh tinatamad pah coh... hahaha!!!

to mah kadas:
swimming natin sa 17.. pupunta ung new suitor koh!!! watch awt! wafU un!!! hahahahha!!!! cee yah! mwahz!

to mah exbf ian:
wanna talk to you soon... hehe... wak kna magalit...

miSha gUyz!

...

2006-04-01T18:11:00.000-08:00

A LOVE STORY

One pretty summer day at boracay you see the most gorgeous creature you have ever seen. Their name is paul , and every move he makes just turns you on more and more. You nudge your best friend alyssa and say, "Wow, that has to be the most cool body I have ever seen." Suddenly, he looks in your direction and starts walking right towards you!!! he says, "I noticed you staring at me from over there. I just had to tell you, that I think you are so wayward , and was wondering if you'd like to go to laguna with me and watch movies at home ?" With a stupid smile on your face you say, " oh my Gawd! " and go with them. When you finally get to laguna , he moves closer to you, and gives you the biggest kiss ever. The two of you are passionately kissing, when you feel a pythagoras hit you on the back of the head. You open your eyes to find out it's all a dream, but there is a note left next to your bed.

It reads: " paul is the love you've been waiting your whole life for. he will ask you out in 17 days or less, but only if you send this e-mail to at least 10 people within the next few minutes. The more people you send it to, the sooner they will ask you out, and you both fall in love. Do not take this lightly, because if you simply ignore this, you will have bad luck in love for the next 17 years!"

try it! it's Fun! just cee diS siTe!

www.love.2loop.com/

....

2006-04-01T17:46:00.000-08:00

EM BACK IN THE BIZ!

hahaha! amish mah bLog and d bLogishTas! APRIL nah palah! haha!

the reasonS y can't update mah bLog:
1. a file on my pc was corrupted.. so can't use it..
2. tinatamad acoh pumunta sa computer shop..

HOT NEWS!

got mah letter from Unibersidad nG Pilipinas.. mah UPG is 2.586 pede xa sa uplb... so i have to decide.. UPLB or USTE! my decision? if i really can't enter UP then em gOnna be a Thomasian... and that's finaL! hehe..

....

2006-03-27T19:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPEE BETDEI CLANG!

mUaHz!

kadaS in d HauS

2006-03-20T04:24:00.000-08:00

wahaha! diS daY is reaLi kewL!!! i wOke up Late aGain...wen i lOoked at mah phOnie i hav severaL text meSsaGes fwom mah deAr cLassmaTes and tROpazzz... em late as usual.. haha!

dey wer already in ishkewl at arOund 8am kanina.. bUt mE??? iBahin mO cOh toL! by d time dey wer in skewL em jUst eatin' mah gOodie-DoOdie-breAkFast..

whew!... sUch a tuRtLe! snaiL! hahaha!.. pauLo kept on bugging me kanina til i enter d worLd of oUr freaky skewL.. he's askin' me kung nasan nah bah q.. xeh pauwi nah xiLah! haha!..

baGo pah LanG akoh papaSOk tAS ciLah pauwi nah!?!

gawwd.. hehe.. thank God he's jUst kidding.. tambai LanG ciLah under d tree... finaLLy..nakarating aq nG buHay sa schoOl namen... den nag-aya ciLah.. puntah kameh mCdo.. tambay den punta video city.. we decided to rent vcds and go to my place... haay.. ang bahay namen! nakow! maguguLo! hahah!... mashaia naman!.. kameh lang tao xa haUssiE namen.. feel at home naman xilah.. coz our haUs is liKE deir 2nd home.. we used to have overnights b4 eh laging d2 samen ung venue! hahaha! oUr haUS is d pLace wer we mostly hangout.. heheh!.. we watched the fog! wahuhuhu... nakakatakot!.. peo tawanan lang kameh! haha! anlalakas xeh ng topak namin eh.. tas c pauLo nakatulog! haha!.. den kwentuhan kameh.. sobrang saya talaga!..dami pah ngyari eh! hahah! bashtah sobwang saya ng araw na toh!..

:: a ReviEw ::

2006-03-19T03:01:00.000-08:00

this day isH a BLAH!.. i juSt stayed home...no outdoor activites.. i woke up late as it used to be.. ate lunCh wit d famiLia..and watcHed dvd...

first stop,, :My SasSy GirL: got hooked wit diS fiLm coZ i saW mah SeLf in her(d girl in d movie) not physically hUh! hehe.. i think we hAv thinGs in common..it'S d attitude niGgaz! we boTh pretenD to be a girL in hiGh spirits..a LiL girl who's helpless.. hopeless.. witless.. gawwd.. think my descriptions were quite over..

anyway!..

i love these parts:
when they parted ways and
d ending.. ailavet!

dey broke up without tears on their eyelids.. dey did it wholeheartedly.. imagine dat!?! it's really hard for lovers like dem.. hav u wondered how did dey overcome it!?! it's 2 years.. it might be short nor long for dem.. but it doesn't matter at all.. i assume it's because of the L-O-V-E they hav foh each other.. certainly, it's powerful.. F-A-T-E is another factor.. em glad how dey met again..

seCond stOp is :windStruCk:.. whEw! dis one strucked me down thru my veins.. i lost my tears bcOz of this movie.. i remember mah past.. so i cried and cried..til i got my eyes red.. den i decided to call him.. d reason y i did dat was weird.. i jUSt wanna hear his vOice.. hmm.. dat's kinda dramatic.. now u knOe..em not jUst a hard LauGher(is der suCh thing? uhmm...) but a dramatic QueEn toO.. hehe.. i waited for about 30 mins for his response.. all i got was a text message from him sayin'..

mUztah? bkit ka 2mawag kanina? ano gnwa moh?..

niCe dbah!? at least i got 1 reply.. ha-ha-ha!

hmm..wut mUst i reply!?! keep thinKinG JAh..and chOose d beSt replY! hahah! gOtcHa! i replied "wala lang.." wahehhe!..

afterwards.. no more response from him.. but em still waiting.. back to windstruck.. d ending was a disaster! ah hate it.. d guy died and d girl was insanely affected.. i think d movie was based on d

"pinky promise story".. a princess is searching for a guy to be her prince..so princes from different kingdoms visited her..five lucky princes was left after several challenges..d five tried to match their finger sign to d princess's finger sign.. d princess used her pinky finger..and d fifth prince matched it.. so they marry each other.. sad to say d prince needed to go in to a war.. dey used their pinky fingers and promise to see each other..ten years had passed der's stil no news about d prince.. one day..a beggar came into her kingdom.. and raised his pinky finger..at last it was d prince!.. he came back.. after dat day d prince left again.. dis time he left forever.. it's d 49th day after his death.. d day to say gOodbye perpetually.. dat's d story of d pinky promise..

haaay.. why does gloomy ending exists?!?!?.. enOugh about dat.. LEt's gO on wit d Last Stop.. :My Crazy Love: diS is a hiLariOus stOry.. a drOpdEad gOrgEous guY madE a hiGh scuL stuDent to bE hiS sLave.. beCauSe d gUy believeD dat She's d ReasOn whY hiS cAr was bUmped on d walL.. d girL doEsn't hAv enOugh mOney to pay for d DamaGe so shE turned out to be hiS sLAve foR 100 daYS.. as d stoRy gOes by.. d tWo driVen out to be Lovers.. heheh.. i won't spit out d whoLe story.. i mean it.. i don't wanna be a story teller.. haha! sO u better watch it.. i learned So maNy thinGs from these moVies.. esp. wen it coMes to Love..

if u love someone and he didn't love you back it is superior if u'l let him go..and don't be selfish..think of his feelings too..if u won't let him go den ur life must suCks!.. if ur loved one passed away.. never try to hav suicide, feel dat u'r alone or think dat u don't hav future and don't wanna live life nemore..well..absolutely! u'r right! haha! kiddin' aside.. of course! u'r wrong! live life to the fuLlest!.. Love it and give importance to it!.. and probably no regrets!..

oh well.. i think diS is toO muCh.. dat's alL foLks!.. niD to go to bEd.. gOodniGht everyBody! mUahz!!!

...pain reliever...

2006-03-18T05:55:00.000-08:00

whew! silip lang.. hehe! mejo antok na coh eh.. kakaratinG Lang namen.. nagsHoppinG xeh kame sa G4..dUh!?! haiii... dami tao!.. em sOooOo exhausted... peO pain reliever talaGa shoPping.. pwamish! hahaha!... dami ngyari kanina.. i 'mem mei nagtext sakin... ahhmm... email ata..haha!

subject: LUV
message: alam mu b n mtgal na kitang minamahal d mu lng ako pinapansin kc d naman ako nagpapapansin gusto ko lang malaman mo na minahal na kita nung una kitang nakita
sender:luv@1stsyt

hahah! cno kea un!?! lakas ng trip nun ah! by d way.. ngeun naman kachat q exbf q xi nikko.. napakakulet!... mei gf na nga xa namfflirt pah! kung pede q daw xa maging bf!.. tama ba un!?! topak talaga!.. hehehe...ngeun2 lang ni-clear nia xaken na nililigawan pa lang nia c eriz... haiz! ano bah toh!?! ano gus2 nia mangyari!?! nakow!

bois talaga! ala magawa... lakas nah ng trip lakas topak pah... hahaha!!!

kea girLs ingat teio xaa kanilaaahhh!!! har har

UnTiTLeD

2006-03-17T02:16:00.000-08:00

...em sick 'n tired!... of diS idiOtiC thinG em feeLin' riGht now... i wanna ShOut! i wanna cry! i wanna hav drinkin session wit mah gaLs! i wanna bLame mahself fOr Lettin' him hurt me dis mUch! thOe i think he didn't dO anythinG wrOnG..! i wanna die and leave all diS thinGs or hav an amnesia to forget diS! arrgghh... em sOoO Lost! dUhh??!!?

i dunno wut tO dO .. wUt to feeL.. and wUt tO saY.. can't get rid of him.. gawwd.. pLs heLp me!

we had conversation lately thru text and i discovered..he has a new girlfriend! come to think of it!!! we juz broke up coUpLe of weeKs aGo.. den he wouLd teL me dat he'll wait for me..he still loves me..bLah..BlaH..bLah.. LiaR! hoLy cRap! y expect?! i mem.. hahah!.. :( maybe it's better to forget him.. go on with mah life... and move on.. but iL take it sLow.. for him to reach me if he'll run after me..

wiL u "nai"??? will u do it for me??? can you??!! ... did you ever Love me?!

em soOo stupid!.. pathetic!..gOsh! em pathetic?!! errrmmm.... huhuhu...maybe he's not d riGht GuY foh me.. em tOo yOuNg fOr alL diS meSs.. diS iSh tOo mUch! nOw..d paiN was LesSen.. fRom nOw on em GoNnA fOrGet him LittLe bY LittLe.. ~gOdSpeEd!~

..headache..

2006-03-15T00:45:00.000-08:00

waah! mah head is always achin'.. i think em gonna break down.. em always thinkin' of him.. day by day! aww man!?! wen will i forget dat jerk!?!.. d ghosts of mah past..keep coming back! errmm.. i hate dis! em realli a stranded snail! i think it's been a week since d last tym we tok.. and gawwd.. i mish him sOo bad.. til now dein pah rin xaa nagpaparamdam.. we don't hav comunication.. ate rio asked me if em ok.. i told her

yea! of course i am!..

happy and contented as wut it seems! but em certainly stil hurtin'.. shyet! mwawalan nah ng pasok! and i'l juz stay home for d whole vacation! wut am i gonna do? klngan ng libangan!!! huhuhu... bka mei iba nah xaa!!! waaaaaaaah!!! mahal pah kea nia kew???! hhmmm.... *thinking*

d beacher or bitcher???

2006-03-14T03:49:00.000-08:00

..wahehe.. tewpaks!.. em fwom batangas last saturday... d weather was sOo purrr-fek!.. we traveled for almost 4 hrs.. gawwd.. anlayo sa kabihasnan nung beach nah un!.. ive been talkin' for d whole trip hanggang marating namin ang barangay LOBO, para naman ndi boring.. laugh trip! laugh trip! laugh trip! bumabangka nah naman! hahahha! at last... nakarating din kame sa aming pupuntahan... i brought mah discman and mah speaker xeh balak qng magsound trip... vah! kalain moh..yaw gumana xeh mahina kuryente dun! g0sh! mah day was 25% ruined...hahah! thank guy i brought another fad... mah meg magz.. den nag-aya na xi tita magswimmin' sO nagswim suit nah q.. hahaha! tito benj bought a bottle of beer den tita and i,,put it on our skin.. yea! heard it ryt.. we put beer on our skin..like a sunblock! la xeh mabiling sun block dun.. so we used it as an alternative for sunblock!! haha! it's effective.. try it... take it as an advice from d expert!hahaha!... d pix...

i love beach!

wahaha! 10:00pm.. at last em home!!! ZzzzZZzzZZzzz...

...watta bLast..

2006-03-10T04:59:00.000-08:00

gawwd.. i thought dis day wud be boring but i was wrong! it's a BLAST! haiz.. tita Grace called me up and asked me if i wanna join dem coz deir goin' to sta. cruz..probably ah said YES! no choice, em soOo borEd! while em waitin' for dem i watched mean girls and dat's

SO FETCH!

err... and den.. ..BEEP! BEEp! BEep! oh! it's tita munie and tita grace wit channa(mah lil cuzin)! dey fetched me up..so i went outside and got in to d car.. i brought mah rayban..it's vintage! got it from mah popsie..coOL! haha! Blah-bLah-Blah! .. .. .. mah tita bought channa a new bike.. i was like a babysitter lately! dat was sOo mean! juz can't complain xeh nakakahiya naman ke tita and i had fun naman eh kahit sobrang kULet nG pinsan q! and dein naman talaga ako ung laging nag-aalaga xa kania minsan lang wen tita has something to do.. but i really felt like i was a babysitter! hehe.. anyway!

crap! crap! crap! holy crap!

we entered kapitolyo coz der are lots of exhibit-ek-ek inside xeh it's anilag festival..we bought ZAgu..and mah mom told me to buy 1 kilo of cucumber..den we juz fooled around..haha! kiddin' aside!..i threw mah zagu(aioko nah eh) and did d same thing on tita's zagu...OmG! she's not yet through pala..i thought ayaw na nia so tinapon q nah! haha!.. afterwards..nagpuntah kameh xa goodwill..nag-grocery si tita! duH!?! channa was soOo kuLet! xi kept on bugging mah tita..and shoutin'

MAMU

(wut she calls her mom)! haay! grabeh tLG unG batang un! hangKulet! waaah! i 'mem..der's an old man in goodwill and he's starin' at me! gawwd! tumayo atah balahibo coh dun! hahah! i went to my tita...and escaped from dat hell lookin' old man! it's really awkward!... den we got home... Ohh!! em sOo exhausted..but can't go to bed yet coz em gonna pack mah things for 2mo.. we'll go to batangas...magb-beach kameh! hahaha!..

em really sleepy.. ZzzZzzZZz... sorii can't help it talaga! nyt2..ZzzZZzz..

...boredOm...

2006-03-09T17:56:00.000-08:00

cha chinG!!!

boredom is fataL!

who said dat?! hahaha! BAutista, pauLo.mah goodie damn frend! naku! em sOooO boRed! 2 days alang pasok coz it's aniLag festival! ansaia alang pasok kea lang... boring d2 sa bahay. kain-tulog-watch tv-surf d net---dat's mah routine for 2 days. taz mah lil sistah sOo wayward like meee...waah! asar!
dahil ala aq masabi...wentoh koh na lang t0h...
last march 7 was mah bestfrend's betdei...JEM!.. she fetched me up wit jorell...den kumain kami xa hauz nla...glen played guitar taz sound trip kami..kwentuhan..tawanan..kainan..chokaran..baliwan..lokohan..haha..i 'mem nag-away xi bezfrend MAAN at shaka ung b0ifrend nia bcoz of me... ~behlat!~ xeh magkausap xilah xa celf0ne...e sabi koh kasama namen ung ex ni maan.. haha.. nagalit ang mokong! peO binawi q din kea ok na sila! hehehe... dat night was a BLAH! lolz! ZzzZzzZzz....

..rubbish..

2006-03-04T21:18:00.000-08:00

..arrggghhh!.. i hate myself! can't forget him.every sec,evry min,evry hour am thinking of him..im tryin' to move on..but it's really hard to admit d fact dat we'r done.. i love him soo much..and i'm dying to see him... pride! pride! pride!.. am stil workin' on it.. i don't want him to know dat i'm hurtin' inside, dat my heart is terribly crying, wahuhu... i juz want him to believe dat am owkei at parang alang nangyari! hahaha! itutulog koh na lang t0h! ZzzZzzzZzz...
btw.. bka mag-UST nah lang ac0h! acc0untancy! nyakakak! ang gulo c0h tLg! lolz!

..bruises and tears... II

2006-03-04T04:11:00.000-08:00

...hmm... i think..it's been a week since the last tym na nag-update at0h.. wanna know huwaay?.. well.. i juz g0t busy facinG the pr0blems c0min' mah way.. last week was full of challenges... dat was s0oOoo exhaustinG...UPCAT results was released and mah name wasn't on the list who passed.. pr0bably i failed.. huhuhu... h0w sad... p0or JAJA!..i felt bad..really bad.. blamin' mahself!

wut hav u d0ne?! s0 stupid!

~tears dropping~but i realized dat i was not the only one who failed... mah other frends too... and one thing dat i really can't forget..dannah's dad said.. "iniiyakan mo ang plano ni GOD para sa'yo?"..God..dat's simple but meaningful..and it made us stronger...hmm...am thinkin'..t0 enter Letran since i passed ECE der..but if mah papers wer fixed and i can enter the university of the Philippines.. den..watch out UPIANs!! here i come!!! wahaha! but if n0t.. i'l juz sh0ut ARRIBA LETRAN!!! lolz...en0ugh ab0ut mah future...
..an0ther pr0b came... and it was c0vered by em0ti0ns..mah parents caught me.. they knew it! yea!!! ab0ut mah b0ifren...and mah p0psie g0t mad...he cried.. Oh my..! i made him cried...i cried t0o and i apologized f0h wut i did..i kneel in front of him..yea..i did dat f0h d first tym.. :( i br0ke up with mah b0ifren xeh pinapili ac0h ng p0psie c0h...

ak0 o ung lalaking un?!...

no wonder..i chose mah p0psie..i love him very much...i love mah b0ifrend t0o pe0 dein c0h pagpapaLit ang fam c0h...i 0pe naiintindihan ac0h ni ian..it was really hard for me..but i hav t0 let him g0..we br0ke up throuGh text..i told him t0 forget me..dat i don't love him nemore..i don't want him..and as i was sending those messages..~teardrops~teardrops~teardrops~ nonstop cryin'... the day after.. i txtd him to st0p our comunicati0n.. but can't help it.. i called him up and we talked.. he told me na babalikan nia q pagpede nah.. gOsh! are you out of y0h mind? are you tipsy? d0 u know wut cha sayin?!.. nah... better n0t say it if u can't d0 it.. coz i might expect dat u wil do dat..and ended up waiting for you... oMG! y expect? duh!!! u juz totally suck! oh well..juz live and let live..

...a tripper...

2006-02-12T03:21:00.000-08:00

putek! i hate bein' fooled by someone but ah luv foolin' others... bad girl?! nah... wat an attitude!?!. lolz. .anyway! mah b0i fooled me!... he told me dat he's sick...and dying... nung una,, ndi q xa pinaniwalaan xeh dein kapanipaniwala! masamang damo kaxeh xaa! hahah! juz kiddin'!... but wen he keeps on tellin' me dat isshh... i started thinking about it and i felt bad... ah really hate bad endings... and i don't want it to happen coz i love him...! last nyt...magkausap kame xaa celf0ne... naopen nah naman ung topic nah un... and i'm insisting nah joke lang un... a BAD JOKE!... tas sabi nia totoo daw... waaah!!!!!!!! i started crying like a lil girl! haha! but ah didn't tell him dat i was crying...nung madaling araw nah... i told him dat i cried... and i hate him for hurting me AGAIN!... tas inamin nia nah joke lang talaga un!!! arrrrgggg!!!! ahm gonna wack his face off d ground!!!! ~wapax!~ nakakainis talaga! peo mashaia na rin xeh dein totoo! hahaha!... but dat ish made me realized how much i love him... ahihihi...

...bruises and tears...

2006-02-06T01:58:00.000-08:00

hay... im so problematic about mah b0i!...seems like he doesn't wori at all! holy hell! wut shud i do?! his third party? yea! he had a third party but i stil accepted him coz he told me nah hiwalay nah cla, he really loves me and he juz tripped d gurl!... diz is a witless story!... d gurl spat a stupid ish on me! wanna know wut?! she juz told me dat she's preggy! so stupid db?! and ah really dunno wut to do.. i told mah b0i about it and as i've said up there, seems like he doesn't bother to think about it... he'll juz tell me...

wag ka maniwala dun!

can't help it eh! i'm not numb,apathetic or wut so ever! tangina! i must do something! i hate d gurl!!! i really do! so as with my man...but a BIG BUT! i Love him soOo muCchiie! i even told mah close frends about this...they'l juz tel me...

hiwalayan moh nah kc!

... i understand dem xeh yaw nla n ginaganto aq!!!

so mean! diz whole thing iis so rubbish!!! i love him and all i nid is d assurance na mahal nia rin aq and he's not juz trippin' on me! i don't have plan yet...

=foh d third party "a fuckshitdrab and a full time bitch"=
u'r a liar! i think this is juz a stupid rumor u definitely planned to destroy our relationship! whether i'm wrong or right-->to hell with you! you don't belong here! maybe this is not ur fault but u'r one of the fucking reasons why i'm sufferin' all this! you burnt bitch! you absolutely engrossed urself in stupidity! u'r a moron! a hore! so fucked up! a slut! i hate u! a fucktard and u nid help! shame on you! u'r a typical female who is hot but braindead and good only for fucking!!!! pOoootangina moh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! errrrrrr...............u'r pissin' me off!

=to mah dear boiplen!=
i love you so much but u taken me for granted! maybe u didn't mean it! d heck?! u shud know wut u've done! darn it! stop making fun of girls u probably degrade urself! fuckwit! i juz nid ur assurance dat u really love me! having SEX with yoh gurl is not actually nided to prove something! i always understand u! i did everything for you! i lied to mah parents,which is not good, juz to hav a relationship with you! and yet dis is wut i've got! holy crap! am i not good enough for you!?! sori if i can't have sex with u..but if u certainly love me..u'l respect me! so far u'r not insisting dat thing naman eh... too bad! u'r makin' my life miserable! waah!!! but i still love you in spite of all d idiotic things u did to me... u'r soOo LucKy!

=mah bezchum!=
thanks for everything! i know sometimes u'r sick and tired of hearing all my probs regardin' ian... paxenxa nah poh... i love you bezcum! stay as wut u are!

=to mah 2 sistahs "rio and grace"=
thanks foh everything! love u gals! muah!!!!!!! muah!!!! muah!!!

=to mah tropa "sha,vlo,betha and d rest of d gang"=
thanks din sa lahat! love u guys! muahhugsoOtyt!!!

u guys were highly appreciated! ...

it's mah b0i's betdei!!! hahaha!!!

2006-01-31T02:00:00.000-08:00

it's his 17th betdei! unfortunately...we can't cee each other! hayz! how sad... anyway... masaya nah din xeh nga betdei nia! hahaha!!! i was teasing him na it's his 18th betdei and he's sOoO oLd nah.. hehhe! and he'll start laughing like an asshole with matching

tanga! 17 lang akoh noh! ...

hehehe... i woke up 12 midnyt to grit him

hapee betdei! mahal nah mahal poh kita! mwah!

(yucck! soOo coRnie but it's true!) lolz! d stupid thing about it was he didn't receive mah message!!! huwaaat??!!!??? after i sacrificed an hour of sleep!!! dein nia lang matatanggap! we talked on d fone... and he's soOo madrama.. he told me kala koh pah naman kaw unang babati xaken! haha! den i answered

ulol! 12 midnyt tnxt kita! heheh!

... den ngeon i think magiinuman cla...ang so-called F4 gigimik! hahaha!

=in skewL=
wahahah! kumanta aq kanina! on stage!!! yea! u heard it ryt! sa stage aq kumanta with mic... wanna know d song??? it's a farewell song...! graduating nah xeh!... oh well... here it goes...

~highschool days are happy days 2geder
stil we know dat we must say gudbye
all d joys dat we hav known is over
and d memories of you will never die

farewell dear frends, farewell teachers dear
our golden days are coming to an end
and we will hope for better days to come
when frends shall meet with frends...... ~

wahhahaha!!! dat was so ridicuLous!!! hehehe.... and mah grade??? nah... 17 out of 20! heheh.... and know wut?! i was d first one who sang...coz i volunteered! hahah! kapalmokz eh noh!?! ehem! ehem! lolz!

starting a new one!

2006-01-29T01:43:00.000-08:00

haay! foh d 4th time.....i created a new blog! ahm not satisfied with mah old blogs! hahahah!!!! dunno why! maybe dis time awkei nah! i ope so! hehehe...

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sunday! whew! here we go again! mei pasok na naman 2m0! peo okei lang xeh gz2 coh nah magtuesday! xempre it's mah boi's betdei! gOsh! don't have gift foh him! arrrggg! i told him na naman nah ala aq gift and he told me dat he's not after my gift naman eh..okei nah daw xa kanya na makasama akoh! wahahaa!!! sorang nakakakilig!

temporary insanity!

nakow! hahahha!!! delikado! kea lang ang stoopid xeh cool off kameh ngeon til 2m0!! bwahahaha!!! yaw nga nia eh! ah bashtah! anyway! im here xa comp shop ni tsong larry coz mah pc bogged down and it really makes me sick! arrrrgggg!!! ah hate it! ah mish mah pc soOo muCchiieee!!!... ahm with ate rio ayt now and she's showin' me d guy he had chatted before! and that guy definitely looks good! oMg! owww! he's soOo guapoh! as in! yea! guapo tlg! a dropdead gorgeous guy! too bad! der's no way for the both of them to meet...coz that's very impossible but can be possible! nyakakak! angulo!hahaha! ah bashtah nah naman! hahaha! haay!

SeeKer'S faD

wahaha!

blah-blah

gawwd....

*updating*

HAPEE BETDEI SIIS!

weLcoMe JUNE!

weLcoMe JUNE!

*break up kuno

HoMaigawwd!

Shari... mabAsa mOh man or DehiNs.. basahiN moh tOh!

hmmm....

sakit,.. sakit... sakit...

an diLim!

...F R I E N D S ?

...CeliNe... urL moh?? :)

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kadaS in d HauS

:: a ReviEw ::

...pain reliever...

UnTiTLeD

..headache..

d beacher or bitcher???

...watta bLast..

...boredOm...

..rubbish..

..bruises and tears... II

...a tripper...

...bruises and tears...

it's mah b0i's betdei!!! hahaha!!!

starting a new one!

updating